strangely?

today, i found out:

that i am needed.

in more than one way.

by dear friends. 

by the sinking state of the world today.

i am to be hand and foot.

i am here to listen and act.

to pour out my love in copious amounts.

it is a calling.

...keyword: 'a'.

i dont think many people read these.

and to be rather frank, 

i am, strangely, the slightest bit glad.

it cracks the gate of vulnerability open just enough to bring some peace.

i also just realized that 'strangely' starts to look quite odd after staring at it for an extensive period of time.

its 2:13 in the morning. what am i thinking?

this is where i should begin scolding myself in third person.

goodnight, all.