missing out

i don't want to miss out on the gift God has to offer now. true, we will be with Him FOREVER in heaven. but i can't treat this relationship like an off-distance mirage for eighty years. i HAVE to learn to connect now, to worship NOW...because there is something special about connecting with the Father in a way we can't experience after death. He is here, now, waiting, and has SO much to offer. i don't want to miss out on the adrenaline rush of running after the invisible God, pursuing truth and faith in a world chock full of a culture telling me to do otherwise. there's something special about connecting with Him now, letting him show me the things He's had in store for me since the day I was born. He has plans for me now, and i just can't miss out. the time for pursuit is now.

oh..and, i'm in college! it's pretty cool i haven't posted on this sucker in almost a year. aw yeuh.